I don’t usually feel inclined to explain my lyrics and I’m not exactly sure that any artist should carry a sense of obligation to do so. However in the case of the song “Love is All” from”The Art of Broken Glass” album, I thought eh…since it’s about an old street I lived on -Columbia Ave.- why not. There is a lot going on in the verse that could use some defining, as long as I’m not selling the song short by doing so. I am a bit long winded so I will focus only on the first verse.
LOVE IS ALL feat. Tara Ellis
Verse 1
“There must have been about a thousand pounds of housing found drowning in the flood
The sound of trusted men are counting down the hour frowns the sun
Around the pounding of the blades the helicopters made
Be it a bomb or promenade see it the momas wana save
Then drop upon us on the shades the fear of honesty
A tear for harmony alarming me a Honda beeps the lottery
I’m joking like they on to me cars play the martyr
Broken windows say I’m starving but the bars say don’t bother
And I’m hollering this words reciting Sara Conner
With the calling of the birds on bikes Americana’s
Feeding night its marijuana they light it on the corner
With a sidekick and a quarter for the phone and further orders
Could have grown before it caught up in the home were he was brought up
Shot till he dropped dormant then his property got bought up
Yo there’s metal in the streets for every body they reported
Heard the devil in their sleep say they were properly deported”
Explanation
Columbia Ave is located on the boarder of Echo Park and West Lake near downtown Los Angeles. The neighborhood it sits in has some of the highest crime rates in the
city. Last year it was reported to have a 30% higher crime rate then all of Los Angeles. The highschool I lived across from ranked 1.5 on a scale of 10 in education quality and safety. I lived there for 4 years between tour and found myself to be less of a resident and more of an observer. I think my age and gender put me at a safer distance (though not by much) from the neighborhood dangers. Each city in LA has it’s own specific crime its known for. It’s like you can look at a map, point at a district, and say, “Here is where you can get your car stolen”, “Oh, here is where you can get punched in the face”, “Here is a nice little spot to buy Heroin from”, etc. Jokes aside, the neighboorhood I lived in was known for rape and murder ,and it targeted women and kids in their teens.
“…there must of been about a thousand pounds of housing found…” If you have seen my 80’s montage M.C. Training video you’ve seen footage from my alley. Covered in smog soot, warped by rain, and cracked by the sun these apartment units stood bent over dropping pieces of their frame work like tears. Exhausted, these buildings are falling apart daily. Leaving piles of their limbs like drift wood floating up from societies ship wreck, on every corner you stood “…drowing in the flood.” of it.
“…the sound of trusted men are counting down the hour frowns the sun…” From my apartment I constantly heard the passing of police car sirens and the robotic voices from their dispatch giving orders, both twisted by the Doppler Effect and spun out into the neighborhood air. I imagined the Sun catching wind of it all and frowning at the thought of it having to set, knowing what it means to fall asleep in these streets. “…around the pounding of the blades the helicopters made, be it a bomb or promenade see it the momas wana save…” When the sun goes down the helicopters come out. I thought to myself: are we at war? Should I be hearing helicopters above me every night? Does this seem like an environment one should live in? Wondering, “Are they flying for leisure, are they promenading? How different is our understanding of such things when in most circumstances when you hear a helicopter there is a war going on. Is their a difference here? When either way -police or army- safety is being questioned and for that, “Momas need to save their babies”.
“…Then drop upon us on the shades the fear of honesty, A tear for harmony alarming me a Honda beeps the lottery, I’m joking like they on to me cars play the martyr, broken windows
say I’m starvin but their bars say don’t bother…” Every night I would go to bed with the police bird flying overhead, (ICE CUBE was right, a day “no helicopter looking for the murder” IS a good day- and good sleep) the pulse of its blades felt like the cities heart- fast with anxiety…andwith good reason- it’s during this time I usually hear a car alarm going off. Some deprived soul just won the lottery. Wether it be to feed the mind or stomach’s hunger, one thing is certain- your stereo is gone brotha! It’s for the human struggle to survive that these cars of ours serve as martyrs, standing their broken, beaten, and left for dead. The city cries for help but it is hurt, deep, bone deep, the kind of wound that makes you fear everyone- a fear that outweighs need. Thus we use bars and help no one, bars- the only band-aid wounds can’t heal under.
“… And I’m hollering this words reciting Sara Conner, with the calling of the birds on bikes Americana’s, Feeding night its marijuana they light it on the corner, With a sidekick and a quarter for the phone and further orders…” 78% of West Lake/Echo Park area first generation Hispanic immigrants. The sound of car alarms is accompanied by the sound of whistling- loud chirps from opposite sides of the street- which gang are they from? It’s not for me to say. It’s an organization. It’s a small business. I lived across the street from a public telephone; there are two on that block on both corners. I didn’t even know they still existed, somehow two of them are still taking orders on Columbia Ave. Marijuana and conversation seep into my window spawning from a circle of low rider bicycles. A mobile storefront, merchants of false hope. Around 6 in the morning they will usually have a customer sitting on my steps, holding a piece of tin foil, crawling from it that faint aroma freebasing gives off, that chemical burn; 4 years before I thought it was a sign of an electrical fire of some sort- so sheltered.
“…Could have grown before it caught up in the home were he was brought up, Shot till he dropped dormant then his property got bought up, Yo there’s metal in the streets
for every body they reported, Heard the devil in their sleep say they were properly deported…” One of my neighbors was shot and killed across the street. The neighborhood laid flowers on the sidewalk and lit Lady Of Guadalupe candles. There are 6 corners on Columbia Ave and I have never seen at least one of them without flowers and candles. The passing cars blow the drying peddles into the street making room for new flowers to be laid- meaning a new life to be lost…After my neighbor was killed the complex he lived in was abandoned. Soon his apartment joined the other buildings in their struggle to stand upright, which is near impossible when you are empty. With the Hispanic community struggling so hard to have equal rights in California, it is an absurd tragic happening that the young of this generation should leave this land at the hands of violence. It is truly the Devils deportation.
“See the world wont change, if the people don’t move, no we cant hide our faces, you know we got a life to use, and they saying that it just cant happen, but they lack the heart to see, we putting words to action, and it all starts with me…cus…Love is All we need.”